February 15, 2012

  • Hump Day! :)

    So, yeah... It's Hump Day! (Don't ask me why I can't just call it Wednesday; I'm strange and quite honestly couldn't tell you why!) It's not been too bad of day for me. I got up and was making my bed when out of nowhere this cramp in my leg decided to say good morning to me... Took about an hour or so for the soreness to dissipate enough for me to walk. It was funny to me. (Must I remind you I have no life?) I did some Yogalates and the cramp worked itself out.

    Yesterday was Valentine's Day. (Or, as one of my friends put it: VD day; make sure you have your check-ups! I have some interesting friends...) Hope yours was good, full of sweets and lots of love!

    I didn't do anything yesterday; I was still rather sore from Monday's fun times. Then it hit me; I should probably do some type of workout every other day to try to get my body used to doing something. Then perhaps increase my days. It's not that I don't have the motivation to do it every day, I just want to make sure I'm not pushing too hard and hurt myself further. That would be no bueno, no bueno at all... And since I'm experiencing some spasms today, I believe I'm doing the right thing for the moment. And, yeah, I'm having stupid spasms again. Yay me. *sigh* Nice thing about getting up and doing some Yoga/pilates/Yogalates is I feel more focused afterward. Almost like I could take on the world! Though I know realistically, I'm just happy to be doing something other than wither in pain or from the spasms. That's my huge plus. And the fact that I don't have a job and not going to school, it makes me feel like I'm at least doing something productive.

    I've been trying to get past the relationship I had with The Guy. (I know: SHUT UP! Get on with life... but just give me a few before you gag or throttle me...) It's been hard because everything I asked for or ever thought I wanted in my life partner was in this amazing package. (With a bonus: The Kid. Man I miss that ornery bugger!) And I'm trying really hard to just let go and get past it. It doesn't help when I don't have anything to do during the day and I don't get out much due to my wonderful fun known as my back. It's been really hard for me. But I think what's been harder is this journey I am on right now. It's been an awakening of sorts on a lot of other issues I've been avoiding for about seven years. And while I'm still trying to come to terms with a lot of my revelations, I always circle back to The Guy. There's so much turmoil that I hadn't realized I had before my little breakdown. I've made some giant strides, but yet I don't feel as though I'm completely where I want to be.

    A couple of months ago, I read an article that stirred some curiosity in me. The expert in the article wrote a book that I'm about to embark with. It's Calling in "The One" by Katherine Woodward Thomas. Now, I didn't get it to (no pun intended) call in "the one." The way I read it is how it's a road to discovery of yourself and fine tuning you to be what you want in your "one." (Make any sense?) I was able to read a short preview and figured it's worth a try. What's the worse that could happen? I finally move on from The Guy and then you, my reader, don't have to read about him and my regrets?? I've never really been into self-help books, mainly because I've not had one pull me. It's funny how life is sometimes, y'know? It's a 49-day process, so this could be an interesting next few weeks... Tomorrow will be day one of the book. Any guesses as to what may appear tomorrow?

    Well, guess that's all my ramblings for now... I'll let you get back to the more important things in life! Until next time... CIAO!